Thursday, 23 June 2011

~Kifuji Aya's Poem~

The other side of suffering

Everyone fells pain but surely, after suffering satisfaction will arrive
Even with sports, studying or other or deals
With life, it’s like that for everyone
If we can beat the pain, on the other side,a rainbow of happiness awaits us
That will definitely become a treasure
Let’s believe in that

Step by step

When my existence seems to disappear,
I will look for the place where I can do the best I can
From now on, I’ll deliberate slowly
I won’t be impatient
I won’t be greedy
I won’t give up
Because everyone takes things step by step

If I were a flower, then now I’d be a bud
I shall treasure the beginning of my youth without any regrets

Deep inside my heart I have mother who always believes in me
From now onwards as well, please continue to look after me.
I’m sorry to have troubled you so much.

Why did this disease choose me?I cannot carry it, if it’s just for the word “fate”

I want to build a time machine and revisit the past
If it weren’t for this disease, I might even be in love
I want to cling to someone’s arm so badly

I really don’t want to say this such as ” I want to go back to how things were before"
I recognize how I am right now, and I will continue to live on

Even if it’s like that, I still want to stay here
Because this is the place where I am

If I look up at the sky after falling down
the blue sky is also today stretching limit lessly and smiles at me…
I am alive

The sound “ma” “wa” “ba” and “n” have become hard to pronounce.
I can only breathe out air instead of saying it so I can’t communicate with each others
Recently, I have been talking to myself a lot
I didn’t like it before, but to practice pronouncing,
I have been to do it.
I will not give up on speaking

Reality is too cruel, too brutal
I don’t even have the right to dream
As I think about the future, the tears will come out again..

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